Positive Sadness



谢谢大家的关心和鼓励的话。

我没事,伤心还是会,不过我也知道他现在肯定没有那么痛苦了。那天去了他的守灵,呆了四个多钟头,凌晨四点多才回家。这可是我第一次呆上这么长的时间,因为他早上九点就要送去火化了。

我不舍得。

看见他安详的躺着,我很安慰他不再辛苦,可是一想到他那天的一举一动,我的眼泪又夺眶而出,抱着他的女儿痛哭一场。他的家人对我很好,让我觉得很自在,让我感受到大家庭的温馨。
我很喜欢大家庭,因为自己没有那种环境,却又喜欢热闹。也许就是因为这样,自己以后想多生几个小孩吧!嘿嘿!

当他的女儿跟我说他父亲的过去,我又忍不住哭了。不过哭了之后,在伤心的当儿,我也领悟了不少,感觉自己好像有进入了人生的另一个阶段。他的女婿说:“She blessed Mical and got blessed in return.” 我想大概是这样吧。因为每当我想起他,心里就有很温暖的感觉,就好像那天他在病床上抚摸着我的头的那种体会。

I really appreciate the kind words from everyone to help me pull through this period. I will still be sad, but it’s a positive sort of sadness. Because I know he is now free from sickness and pain. Don’t worry dearies, I’m fine, because I know I am blessed.

By Mical and his family.

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2 responses to “Positive Sadness

  1. dun support anione^^

    joanne dun be sad(:
    smiles,
    renie(:

  2. dun support anione^^

    haiz..diz few days i got sum problems..

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