眼泪


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又是感人的一天。

这三个是我的”快乐守护天使“。他们在我心情好,心情坏的时候,都会在身边与我分享,而且也很照顾我。
最左边的 Comb 就爱撒娇,也很细心,在不用说太多话的情况下逗我开心。他也很耐心的跟我练广东话,虽然我说的很烂,也听不太懂,他都不会发牢骚。在他旁边的是 Eddie, 最常帮我护理头发,也是最酷,最帅的。他每次都任劳任怨的忍受我偶尔难以捉摸的情绪。他那傻笑多可爱!在最右边的是志辉 aka “辉哥”。每次都有零食和糖果,还有冷笑话陪伴。他的按摩很舒服!头发颜色天天都在变的他是个名副其实的开心果。

想到你们多日来给我的欢笑和照顾,感动的眼泪就往心里流。真的很感激,我太富有了!

另外就是今天的试演, 呃,还ok啦,流了好多真眼泪,因为角色是个可怜的女子。导演喊 “Cut” 了之后,我还在不停的抽涕,无法把自己抽出来。后来我压抑了情绪,走出了他们的办公室,可是整个人的心情还是很低落。不过现在已经好了,你们不用担心!我以前拍哭戏后,也是这样。在回家的路途上,整颗心是沉在谷底的,然后会很伤心很难过。我就得逼自己大笑,或是打电话给好朋友叫她把我“弄醒”,要不然回到家家人会以为我遇到了什么晴天霹雳的挫折。

试演的细节还是先别说,结果如何就要看我的造化了。*keep my fingers crossed*
谢谢你们的鼓励还有对我的信任!

哎呀,刚才吃了 XO 鱼片伊面,现在有点醉意,头昏目眩,还是别聊了!

嘿嘿,晚安!

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57 responses to “眼泪

  1. ur mag ah.. like missing everywhere. i cant even find! lOLS.. i want to buy!! cant find.. super sad can!! hurr..

  2. lovelove=)
    试着掌握你的情绪。。要练习到能把他们收放自如
    else it will be very uncomfortable and unhealthy.. dont ever let it deeper into depression ok! some artist went over limit and become depression one..

    cheers

  3. No matter wat’s the outcome, juz assure urself that u’ve alr done ur best… Muz believe in urself! 相信自己就是成功的一半!=)

  4. Yeah I agree with Teddi. But Joanne is doing quite well at managing her emotions, after the cry scene. Like what she said, she will call her friends to cheer her up, and talk some jokes to liven up the mood.

    Another wierd method is to have a good sumptious dinner after the crying scene, to pamper yourself, and make yourself feel happy. Or, before the scene, buy some books of jokes, and read them after that. on’t relly know if it works, but no harm trying!

  5. And haha Teddi, I like your way of expressing, 练习到能收放自如, Sounds a bit like 武侠小说,when some great grandmaster is honing his skills to the epidome of perfection. Not easy leh, even learning martial arts also cannot 收放自如, let alone emotions, but at least can try to have some control over it.
    And dun mind, because I am a great fan of 武侠, like Jinyong and Gulong novels. 🙂 🙂 🙂

  6. Hello j0annE!!

    after a good sleep I think you should be feeling very much better by now when you read this post. I understand at times being an artist you do need to “gel” into a particular role, to go into the script and have a feel…

    “我以前拍哭戏后,也是这样。在回家的路途上,整颗心是沉在谷底的,然后会很伤心很难过” – quoted from you 🙂 I think that is why most of your crying scene that I’ve seen so far are very real, very touching and at times really moved us..

    However, after work you do really need to relax and relief yourself from the role. There are several ways of releasing the stress in within… having a good run, good body workout, having a nice chat with people, watching movie etc etc etc.. Like what teddi said, some artiste went into depression.. certainly hope that you’ll be alright after a good sleep..

    remember that besides your work, you still have your family, friends and fans who are always there for you.. bl0gging als0 can help to release streSS! hurhurhur… hopefully all goes well for you Joanne.. or maybe don’t go well for you? why did I say so.. let’s say you get the role and you mentioned the role is about a miserable girl. Which means more crying scenes for you!! and you will be more upset.. no no no.. aiya.. i don’t know how also.. just want you to be happy.. take good care..

    regards, jacks0n

  7. I think i next time write some cold jokes n riddles here let u read la….but i have to translate to my PTE LTD english first…..becos dun have chinese converter program.

    Arbo i compile some into a email den send to u la….den ur com will kena freeze. Why? Becos too cold le…..

    *cold*

  8. haha cy, i like those martial arts shows too.. hahas.. =p maybe i see too much thats y i can say those words =D

  9. cant always depends on friend to cheer her up mah. she gotta learn to control even better.. what if one day her friends not possible to cheer her up anymore?

    cannot 化悲愤为食粮。。 later she over size.. =(

  10. 孤单小精灵

    看得出你是非常情绪化的人,和我差不多,我是超强的那种,所以会时常给人一种距离感,不知道为什么,让人不易亲近的感觉,所以自己也蛮苦恼的。不要误会,我并没有在说你的意思。压抑的心情,我完全了解,想说又说不出口,想找人分担又不会不会表达,那种感觉,真的有过了好几次,好难受,不过如果你也这样,可以试做一些开心的事,那会好很多的~~~

  11. melissa-miss j0anne

    joanne jiie…u muz jiayouus kkz…we will vote for u dde…hmmmmm…im glad to know that u have 3 wonderful friends!!!…co0l..hmmmmm….

  12. joanne, how’ve you been recently? well, congratulations for been nominated into the best actress category as well as the top 10 most popular female artistes category! wishing you all
    the best for your star awards, cheers (:

    love,
    jia ying

  13. hELlo Joanne jie!

    Hope ur audition went well =] i call so many time 4 u already for the star awards 07. Will oni tell my parents when the house phone bill comes! =P

    Wahhkao! Yay, im free~ Shall nt type anymore bahhs! Byebye!

    Love,
    Kim :]]

  14. joanne are u from a ex-pupils from junyuan pri school?

  15. wat u toking about??? after reading all the comments.. still dunno wat u toking bout leh…
    my com cannot read chinese… can anybody gimme a short summary of wat she wrote.. tks tks…. sry 4 the trouble.. looks veri interesting… but can’ read leh… sigh… sorri 4 the trouble….will apreciate it…

  16. 薇秀姐姐,

    你一定要好好照顾自己。我真的很其代你下一个戏。
    祝你生活愉快,身体健康!

    with lots of love,
    alicia

  17. Hi j0annE,

    h0pe you are feeling much better t0day. Any updates on the new show that you are going to film? Anticipating your upc0ming new sh0w 《黄金路》.

    By the way, what did you usually do when you suddenly felt very lethargic and don’t really seem to be interested in whatever you do? When friends or your loved ones asked you out or tried to strike a conversation with you but you just simply not interested in doing anything and you just want to be leave alone.. Is this feeling called “Burned out”? Or at times you really tried your best to be involved in anything but you just can’t get it going.. I’m starting to feel this way.. few weeks ago I thought I managed to drive this feeling away, however recently it came back again..

    anyway, guys remember to vote for Joanne for the Star Awards… everyday 1 call also can 🙂

    Regards,
    jacks0n~

  18. hey, stumbled across ur blog from xin.sg~ hope u r doin well now. jia you!
    🙂

  19. melissa,

    Sorry didn’t receive your email. Did you zip the files?

  20. Hi Jackson,

    There are a lot of shuffling and changes to the new project, so I’ll share more about it once we’re more or less settled into filming okie?

    I guess u have to identify what is causing you to feel this way first before you can find out how to solve the problem. Take the time to self-reflect and think about your life, then perhaps you’ll be able to identity the root of the lethargy?

    I don’t know if it’ll help but I hope you feel better soon!

    🙂 Love,
    Joanne

  21. Hey Joanne ! I just bought Citta Bella just now ! Actually , i can’ t ren de you at first ! Till i saw your name , then i quickly buy . Haha ! You so pretty !

  22. joanne!! miss u alot. haha.

  23. Hopefully I am able to find the root… maybe my life is too monotonous lately.. i think time to take a long leave perhaps and rest well..

    I will feel better in time to come.. just a matter of how long it takes 🙂 thanks anyway for your advice again.. take care and hope all goes well for your upcoming filming..

    l0ve, jacks0n

  24. Hi Jackson,

    It is normal to feel like this, for most problably the routines in your life has make day by day mundane. Or something that happen which triggers this feeling of “burning out”? Sometimes, it is normal to feel this way, but you can emotionally work out to try to chat, even though you don’t feel like chatting. Maybe through chatting, who knows, you feel like chatting on. Really soemtimes I don’t feel like chatting with one of my friends, but he went on and on, and somehow this encourages me to interact with him. Suddenly, the feeling of letharginess disappears when I myself went into the heat of conversation. Haha. I think There is this psychological term for it, to bahve in a way most suitable for the event, even though you are not feeling that way. I forgot the term. 🙂

    Talk to your close friends more, and maybe those problems that you think you cannot assess by yourself surface out. If you have taken a personality test, you know that sometimes it takes a friend to point out your problems, because you cannot truly 100% understand yourself too! 🙂

    🙂 Best Rgds, Yoke Peng

  25. To Teddi,

    Some girls of my friend circle can really 化悲愤为食粮, because no matter how gluttonous they eat, their high metabolism rates burn away most of the calories. And they still maintain their good figure. But what is more impt is they exercise too. Maybe they also pop slimming pills in the dark, without telling me 🙂 Anyway, eating good foods can also destress, but must have self-control too, or else may get unhealthy eating habits. Actualy, there are million and one ways of destressing, but no matter which way we adopt it must have limits, or else become addiction or obsession which is unhealthy.

    And yes, my fav fan is Jinyong, and I am waiting to buy the ATV series of 天龙八部 2003. I like the actor who act Qiao Feng and Xu Zhu. Xu Zhu character and the actor who potrays it is sooo cute….. 😉

  26. i got the latest copy of cita bella. Though i bought it mainly for my sister, but the chief reason was because of the gal in the coverpage which was you!

    you looked absolutely stunning, gorgeous and much more matured. haha, the image’s so different from your usual self but still, your absolutely rocking it!

  27. melissa miss j0anne

    oh!,
    j0anne jiie..if im not wrong i send by attached file one li…hmmm…nvm nvm…ask my cousin help me do better…dun worry won’t give ehr ur email..hahaha..anyway take care yeahx..miss you l0ts!!

    Love,melissa

    p.s: pls reply yeahx…

  28. hmm jackson, i do feel like this most of the time.. i just placed it as one of the moodswing. haha. take it easy.. this kind of feeling will be over soon if u dont keep it there! ask the feelings to go away.. else will kena depression lah!

    cheers

  29. jasper, you from junyuan pri? hahas. me too.

    so, joanne, are you from junyuan pri?

    I ❤ YOU!!!

    Jareth Abel

  30. whoots! ~
    joanne has like a 1000 plus votes now! *gees =))

  31. joanne…

    xin.sg says people in the industry say that you with elvin…haha, true? 😀

    http://www.xin.sg/article.php?article=10477

  32. hey jareth,

    Yep! I was frm there! 🙂

    Joanne

  33. Aiyo Vern,

    People are always saying a lot of things…haha! 习惯就好!

    Joanne

  34. JOANNEEEEE =))) hehe

  35. haha, but you and elvin very compatible ma. 😀

    btw, you’re leading in that online poll thingy!! congrats!

  36. hi joanne, have you finish filming path of gold ??

  37. wow. cool :]

    how were the teachers back then?

    please reply ❤

  38. jareth eu ex pupil or current pupil??can i hav ur msn? so we can chat..btw joanne peh can visit junyuan pri sch again!?we missed u

  39. hi joanne jie jie,

    jiayous! i will vote for you de!!

    love,
    alicia

  40. Joanne is in the list of the leading top ten female artises. way to go! 😀 so are the other 6 of the seven princesses. 🙂

  41. hey joanne~ sorry for not been here for like cenrturies. hahas. i noe this is exaggerating. well. here to leave a comment. [= jy for the hong xing da jiang. rte? hahas

  42. something wrong with wordpress again. Can’t seem to accept my post.. i post and all my words goes missing 😦

  43. Hi teddi & y0ke peng, (part 1)
    thanks for the advice.. am feeling slightly better. Yesterday went Malaysia & had a dinner gathering over at Orang Asli splendid seafood and the fish is the freshest as it can gets follow by a coffee session near Danga Bay follow by some thrashing on the car accelerator.. simply love the thrill of high speed LOL (bad example!)

  44. (part 2)
    After talking to my friends do make me feel better thou now at home still have that bit of moodiness within myself.. I believe it will be a matter of time before I set it right 🙂
    And lastly to end my post, I was earlier with a huge group of my friends and I had this particular friend who wanted to buy spongebob squarepants soft toy for his daughter and he start asking me,
    “Jack, you have any idea where selling cheap small box square pants soft toy?” I looked at him and stoned for a few seconds before bursting out in great laughter..
    Spongebob Squarepants became Small Box Square Pants!

    regards,
    jacks0n

  45. have to split my post… can’t seem to post all in 1 go. sorry guys.. didn’t mean to flood

  46. Erm, i’m tt bes actress petition starter. Yup, lk many, i’m annoyed w e list. & jus so happen, u & Jes, became our discussion subject. Annoyed, e tone of petition was hence harsh. But it is not in my wish for u or Jes to be replaced, personally i feel that would be cruel~
    ur performance as ChunChun was gd, really. We saw your improvement, but we tot u wil be able to improve more, and be a stronger contender next time. If you noticed, this petition had been ‘under wraps’. I dont think your fans will dampen your mood, but no supporter of the petition voiced this here too (although your blog’s easily accessible).
    I see our annoyance as leaning more towards how MDC handled this selection process yearly, and this year’s best actress list sorta was beyond our tolerance. We just hope that MDC will improve; personally I don’t encourage a change in list(bcz its really cruel~) nor for the endorsers to arrow you girls. If you hav been affected by this, I apologize, but, dun be(affected). Keep on your hard work and improvements, we can see it. I assure =)

  47. love u joanne! rest well! muaks =)

  48. jiayous for charity show=)

  49. hei hei…chanced upon yr blog..keep up the gd work in acting ya?

    we’re yr number 1 supporters =)

    count on us for yr votes in star awards =)

  50. melissa miss j0anne

    j0anne jiie..have u received the pix yet?? anyway have u finihsed filimg the path of gold???

    miss you j0anne jiie…hope to c u so0n..

  51. hey joanne! heard from my friends and the radio that you are hosting a show! so psyched! what show isit? when isit airing? can’t wait… you hosting with another person rite? who isit?

  52. Hi,
    is good to cry out

  53. Hi everyone,

    Sorry didn’t come here so often, because I got plenty of problems juggling with myself, and my poor self-discipline, and my goals in life. In fact, I am so so confused, so confused that I actually cried because I lose my directions in life. I think kids here will laugh at me, because 大男人也会因为小小挫折而哭. The fact that I am in my 5th year (da bao subjects, still 9 more months to go) has sapped so much of my energy, that I have no more passion to complete my NUS studies, no more motivation. Feel the sudden urge to quit and work with my A level cert. Because to go back to studying, I have to face so many hurdles, face the angry lecturers, face the music and face myself. I don’t even know if I can catch up with some modules, and the lab sessions. I feel like working, I want to earn money, because now I can’t even do things that I like to do now, no life, no money.

    I think the greatest problem and weakness of myself, is when I face with problems which I think is too hard for me to handle, I will “run away” from it, temp numb myself by playing computer games and going out at night for night-life. I would like to share my experience so that Jolliteers would not follow my footsteps, computer gaming and night-life and even some hobbies are not practical, if you use it to run away from problems. So, no-no for gaming. However, slight gaming is healthy for stress relief, if you can time-mange yourselves, so those hardcore gamers, please be aware of the dangers. I am a living example.

    Yeok Peng

  54. jareth to jasper

    current. in p5.

    email me at jar_earth@hotmail.com. will be happy to chat with you! (or maybe gossip (: whoots. )

  55. hi joanne!
    can i ask rite, ur hair in bao bei fu nu bing izzit ur real hair or izzit wig de?
    cos if its real hair then walk arnd in that hairstyle very weird leh…
    pls reply k?
    thx!

  56. u write so well! any way I am Xiao Qian and I am asking u if we can meet together one day or u can give me ur signature, although I know that it is quite impossible . I am ur greatest fan 4 ever bye!

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